Dear Baby Blues,
Today marks the first day that you have officially lived in heaven longer than you were here on earth with us. I don't even have words. But, I don't want this day to go unmentioned.
I am going to have another baby. Your little cousin. I can't believe you won't get to meet him/her this side of heaven. That we won't get to see you play together. That I won't get to watch you join in the fun with Dinoboy and Cutie as they fall over themselves just to make the baby laugh.
I have so many thoughts rushing through my head, but I think I am going to share about the memories I have from your time here with us.
- The time during a memorial service at church when you made a present in your diaper loud enough for the entire congregation to hear. The Racer and I are so mature, we busted up laughing. It's ok, I think Sister L would have thought it was funny too...
- The pathetic, pouty face you would make if someone would approach you in your swing and dare not pick you up. It was hard to resist.
- The times in church when I would hold you during worship. Your little body against me as I sang, always drew me closer into His presence.
- The times when your mom and I would sit and make up nickname after nickname for you. Your beautiful name just had so many possibilities. Some stuck. Thankfully, some did not.
These are just a few of the memories I have of our time here together. Thank you for sharing your life with us. We are blessed because of it. I miss you.
I love you,